Thursday, November 29, 2012

The Transient Apple Salesgirl




Long ago, long ago, in our race's prime,
This is a story from once upon a time,
Our tale dates back to a world where we were free,
blessed with immortality.

There lived a girl who was born under a tree,
Bearing red fruit that shined oh so brilliantly,
And since she ate from it, all the town could see,
She was now fated to die.

Out by a lake, surrounded by trees,
away from the center of town,
there stood a small bakery,
of the red fruit.

Confident and ready to go,
on this chilly day,
the girl worked and worked,
preparing sweet pies,
made of red fruit

"Finally, today you will see, how yummy they are."


"Wow, what a treat!" She walked through the streets;
and stood nearby the tall clock-tower,
it was so busy today!
La la lu la, lucky!

Still on her own, she stood all alone,
holding her full basket of treats,
"Would you like to try them out? I made them by myself!"

But despite all her work, no not one pie would sell,
Would they ever just listen? Oh, only time would tell.
"But I'm no different from you, I'm a human too...If you only knew."

Just like always, it seems my voice still fades.
It's almost like I truly don't exist, and I feel so small.
Every single day,
It seems this is the only way,
For all of you to pretend like you don't understand at all.

Forgotten in a 'dead' world,
where only this girl lives,
swallowed by the red curse.

She worked that night,
preparing her pies;
she smiled as she went on her way,
There was no giving up yet -- she'd try yet again.

Time ticked on,
but she stayed strong,
holding her dear basket of treats,
"I worked so hard on these,"
and as she stood there with a smile,

Suddenly, she felt a shove,
her sweet treats fell around from above,
People seemed not to care and they trampled the pies,
walking onward with cold, distant eyes,

Quietly now, the girl gathered them all up,
Then a soft hand reached out from above,

He gently took a pie in his hand,
and he took a small bite then,
"It's delicious."

His words pierced right through,
My heart with gentle kindness,
it finally felt to me that I truly did exist,

He reached out to her,
and no he didn't mind it,
that now he was cursed in the same way she had always been.

Forgotten in a 'dead' world,
where only these two live,
swallowed by the red curse.

Now everybody pitied them
and all that they did,

For they were the foolish children,
cursed by the fruit of red,

they would never live forever,
and would die off instead,

Aaah,
What a poor and unfortunate, tragic tale!

But the two were full of joy,
Happiness loved the girl and boy,
La la la ,
what a beautiful--what a lovely
curse for us,

Even if we die tomorrow,
we won't waste time with sorrow,
or with sadness no,
we'll just smile.

Just like always, it seems my voice still fades.
It's almost truly like I don't exist, and I feel so small.
Every single day,
It seems this is the only way,
For all of you to pretend like you

don't know that you are cursed.

Finally, it seems,
we're rid of our 'eternity',
It truly looked as if the pair had finally lost their minds,

They held each other close,
and promised they'd still smile,
Because they were finally freed of the pain from the 'red fruit curse'!

In that once lonely 'dead' world,
now only these two would smile,
and treasure their precious time.







Sunday, August 5, 2012

Promise of Reunion






Promise of Reunion


Searching in the dark,
Scared and on my own,
Now that I have found you,
I'll never be alone and...


Though we may part ways,
This you can be sure,
You, I will remember, forever more.


I won't forget,
You'll always be here in my heart,
There, you'll keep me strong.


Your memory is here,
To you, I will keep holding on...


Though, I'm afraid, and I want to take your hand...
I can now find courage,
So on that I'll depend...And,


Though we may part ways,
This won't be the end,
You, I will remember, you're my best friend.



Wednesday, April 25, 2012


I had been wanting to cover this for a while, ever since I heard the ABSOLUTELY FLAWLESS Miku-tan's cover. But I knew I didn't want to sing the acoustic, or the regular version. Both were lovely, but aaaaah. Then I found this gorgeous arrangement and I had to do it. There was no official instrumental, so I made one. /fufufufu

Enjoy. ~

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Goodbye to Alice {English}

A picture book from childhood spread out under my bed,
Mama and papa didn't know that I had taken it.

Hey there, Usagi-san.
Won't you stop time again?
I want to stay here, a young girl.

A realm of fantasy,
Adventure just for me,
I'm not ready to step outside into the world.

Take be away from here, I want be,
somewhere else--just you and me.
Take me to sweeter dreams, take me to fantasy,
Just take me far away.

Where everything is oh-so magical,
And anything can happen, oh,
I can't wait to sleep,
Oh, I can't wait to dream
of an escape from this reality.

I can take it,
No need to soften the blow.
I am older,
I can keep up with the flow.

Hello, Usagi-san.
How are you recently?
Well, actually, never mind.

I must be off, you see.
The world is calling me.
I'd stick around, but now I haven't got the time.

Just get away from here, I want be,
somewhere else--alone--just me,
I don't have time for dreams,
This is reality.
So please go far-away.

The world is cruel, and magic can't exist,
I'm getting too old for this.
I don't have time to play,
I don't have time to stay,
So goodbye to my sweet childhood.

Apart of me is filling with regret,
Part of me's not ready yet.
Maybe just one more time,
Magic and lullabies can whisk me far from here...

The world is cruel, and magic can't exist,
I'm getting too old for this.
I don't have time to play,
I don't have time to stay,
So goodbye to my sweet childhood

I really wish that you could!

Take me away from here, I want be,
somewhere else--just you and me.
Take me to sweeter dreams, take me to fantasy,
Just take me far away.

LALALALALA.

And that picture book, I used to love so much,
It's burning, vanishing into the dust.

You and Beautiful World

This world can be so beautiful,
And oh-so perfect, too.
As the clock begins to tick and turn,
I stand and wait for you.
As time drags on the world grows dim,
the colors start to fade.
They drip and start to ruin
the canvas that we've made,
It's fading away...
Save me...

I desperately, want to tell you anyway!
I know it's pathetic,
You know what? Forget it.
I can't find the words to say.

Even though,
My heart knows what it means.
I want to push through this,
But I still can't do it,
I mean,
Look at me.
Falling apart,
All over again.


I suppose these words don't matter much,
If I don't do a thing.
I'm going to have to fight this blush,
And finally say something.

I don't need some kind of fantasy,
I just want you to say;
"Everything will be alright, you'll see.
It's okay if you stay."
To be by your side...
That's all I need...


Someone's hope,
Their lack of words,
Discarded love,
Their joys ; their hurts,
Are wrapped and held,
within the arms,
of this whole world,
softly -- gently.


I desperately, want to tell you anyway!
I know it's pathetic,
You know what? Forget it.
I can't find the words to say.

Even though,
My heart knows what it needs.
I want to push through this,
But I still can't do it,
I mean,
Look at me.
Falling!
FALLING!

Vocaloid Mash-Up

Lyrics

Servant Of Evil
I am your servant,
and you are my queen.
I will always protect you,
that is all I am worth.
If you want me to do your evil deeds,
I will gladly become,
hated by this earth.

Hello Again
Your words you say to me make me want to reply
But I don't understand... I wonder why
I try to follow what you're speaking of
I hope that you are speaking words of love

WeRRa Svey Jhno Jhno
WeRRa Svey Jhno Mrrau
WeRRa Svey Jhno Jhno
ShwnyTtRRew

Regret Message
And it drifts away, the small bottle of glass.
It's filled with a wish, and a small regret.
And if goes beyond, the horizon.
Quietly, floating away.
Kokoro
I am just a robot that was made, by a very lonely scientist.
My creation was a miracle, of science.
But inside me, there's a missing part.
Something that you can't simply create.
It is software humans call a heart.
In a program...?

Butterfly On Your Right Shoulder
Saw a butterfly sitting on your right shoulder
as I kissed you in the very corner of the room
I learned how it feels to experience true pain
The piano's sound rebounds, in my head they spin round..
Ohh~

Ai O

Ai wo ~ Give me love.
Ai wo ~ Show it to me.
Ai wo~ Darling, please.
Ai wo... No Ai Wo.

Fire Flower

If the world suddenly stopped turning, and existence came to a halt,
I would leave it all; give up everything so we could be together.

Like a fire flower in the sky,
I'll shine and fly real high,
I'll try my best shine, and try my best to stand out.
I'm glad I didn't fall in love with you from the start.
Is what I told myself, not being true to my heart.

Servant Of Evil
I am your servant,
and you are my queen.
I will always protect you,
that is all I am worth.
If you want me to do your evil deeds,
I will gladly become,
hated by this earth.

I am your princess,
and you are my prince.
I will always be near,
if you need me I'm here.
If you want me to do your evil deeds,
I will happily become, hated my dear.

Matryoshka (English)

Thinking too much about that message today,
Hoping it will reach you, but who can say.
I guess I've always been this way,
A broken up, crazy, Matryoshka!

Thinking too much about that package today,
Should be here at four, though time slipped away.
Don't say a word, don't make a sound.
But someday the world, will turn upside down!

Ah, I'm breaking...
Throw out all my pain and all the memories!
Ah, but I'm curious...
What's been breaking me?

Well maybe,
If you want to, dance a bit more.
Kalinka? Malinka? Just play the damn chord!
Drowning all of this sick feeling.
Secrets, promises, please tell me everything.

It's loud and clear, 52 and 4.
Freud? Keloid? Play the keys some more.
Laugh and smile at all of this pain.
Dance, ignore the lurking insanity.

Clap your hands, like the song plays for you.
Listen to the beat, and drown in the tune.
Honestly, I couldn't care what you say.
All the warmth in the world just melts away!

Ahh, I'm breaking.
Make sure that I'm standing up now to see,
Ahh, with your warm hands,
Capture all of me...

Um, maybe...
You might listen, listen to me?
Kalinka? Malinka? Just kiss my cheek.
I'm so sorry, I've lost control.
What, should I do? What should I know?

Pain and hurt, but I just can't cry.
Parade? Marade? Clap until you die
Wait, you called out, called out for me.
Please, before it's too late, for you and me...

Down with this madness?
Just break into this!
Open my eyes and,
I'm still a crazy Matryoshka!


If you want to, dance a bit more.
Kalinka? Malinka? Just play the damn chord!
Drowning all of these sick feelings.
Secrets, promises, please tell me everything.

Everything...

It's loud and clear, just 52 and 4.
Freud? Keloid? Play the keys some more.
Laugh and smile at all of this pain.
Dance, ignore the lurking insanity.