Thursday, November 29, 2012

The Transient Apple Salesgirl




Long ago, long ago, in our race's prime,
This is a story from once upon a time,
Our tale dates back to a world where we were free,
blessed with immortality.

There lived a girl who was born under a tree,
Bearing red fruit that shined oh so brilliantly,
And since she ate from it, all the town could see,
She was now fated to die.

Out by a lake, surrounded by trees,
away from the center of town,
there stood a small bakery,
of the red fruit.

Confident and ready to go,
on this chilly day,
the girl worked and worked,
preparing sweet pies,
made of red fruit

"Finally, today you will see, how yummy they are."


"Wow, what a treat!" She walked through the streets;
and stood nearby the tall clock-tower,
it was so busy today!
La la lu la, lucky!

Still on her own, she stood all alone,
holding her full basket of treats,
"Would you like to try them out? I made them by myself!"

But despite all her work, no not one pie would sell,
Would they ever just listen? Oh, only time would tell.
"But I'm no different from you, I'm a human too...If you only knew."

Just like always, it seems my voice still fades.
It's almost like I truly don't exist, and I feel so small.
Every single day,
It seems this is the only way,
For all of you to pretend like you don't understand at all.

Forgotten in a 'dead' world,
where only this girl lives,
swallowed by the red curse.

She worked that night,
preparing her pies;
she smiled as she went on her way,
There was no giving up yet -- she'd try yet again.

Time ticked on,
but she stayed strong,
holding her dear basket of treats,
"I worked so hard on these,"
and as she stood there with a smile,

Suddenly, she felt a shove,
her sweet treats fell around from above,
People seemed not to care and they trampled the pies,
walking onward with cold, distant eyes,

Quietly now, the girl gathered them all up,
Then a soft hand reached out from above,

He gently took a pie in his hand,
and he took a small bite then,
"It's delicious."

His words pierced right through,
My heart with gentle kindness,
it finally felt to me that I truly did exist,

He reached out to her,
and no he didn't mind it,
that now he was cursed in the same way she had always been.

Forgotten in a 'dead' world,
where only these two live,
swallowed by the red curse.

Now everybody pitied them
and all that they did,

For they were the foolish children,
cursed by the fruit of red,

they would never live forever,
and would die off instead,

Aaah,
What a poor and unfortunate, tragic tale!

But the two were full of joy,
Happiness loved the girl and boy,
La la la ,
what a beautiful--what a lovely
curse for us,

Even if we die tomorrow,
we won't waste time with sorrow,
or with sadness no,
we'll just smile.

Just like always, it seems my voice still fades.
It's almost truly like I don't exist, and I feel so small.
Every single day,
It seems this is the only way,
For all of you to pretend like you

don't know that you are cursed.

Finally, it seems,
we're rid of our 'eternity',
It truly looked as if the pair had finally lost their minds,

They held each other close,
and promised they'd still smile,
Because they were finally freed of the pain from the 'red fruit curse'!

In that once lonely 'dead' world,
now only these two would smile,
and treasure their precious time.







Sunday, August 5, 2012

Promise of Reunion






Promise of Reunion


Searching in the dark,
Scared and on my own,
Now that I have found you,
I'll never be alone and...


Though we may part ways,
This you can be sure,
You, I will remember, forever more.


I won't forget,
You'll always be here in my heart,
There, you'll keep me strong.


Your memory is here,
To you, I will keep holding on...


Though, I'm afraid, and I want to take your hand...
I can now find courage,
So on that I'll depend...And,


Though we may part ways,
This won't be the end,
You, I will remember, you're my best friend.



Wednesday, April 25, 2012


I had been wanting to cover this for a while, ever since I heard the ABSOLUTELY FLAWLESS Miku-tan's cover. But I knew I didn't want to sing the acoustic, or the regular version. Both were lovely, but aaaaah. Then I found this gorgeous arrangement and I had to do it. There was no official instrumental, so I made one. /fufufufu

Enjoy. ~

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Goodbye to Alice {English}

A picture book from childhood spread out under my bed,
Mama and papa didn't know that I had taken it.

Hey there, Usagi-san.
Won't you stop time again?
I want to stay here, a young girl.

A realm of fantasy,
Adventure just for me,
I'm not ready to step outside into the world.

Take be away from here, I want be,
somewhere else--just you and me.
Take me to sweeter dreams, take me to fantasy,
Just take me far away.

Where everything is oh-so magical,
And anything can happen, oh,
I can't wait to sleep,
Oh, I can't wait to dream
of an escape from this reality.

I can take it,
No need to soften the blow.
I am older,
I can keep up with the flow.

Hello, Usagi-san.
How are you recently?
Well, actually, never mind.

I must be off, you see.
The world is calling me.
I'd stick around, but now I haven't got the time.

Just get away from here, I want be,
somewhere else--alone--just me,
I don't have time for dreams,
This is reality.
So please go far-away.

The world is cruel, and magic can't exist,
I'm getting too old for this.
I don't have time to play,
I don't have time to stay,
So goodbye to my sweet childhood.

Apart of me is filling with regret,
Part of me's not ready yet.
Maybe just one more time,
Magic and lullabies can whisk me far from here...

The world is cruel, and magic can't exist,
I'm getting too old for this.
I don't have time to play,
I don't have time to stay,
So goodbye to my sweet childhood

I really wish that you could!

Take me away from here, I want be,
somewhere else--just you and me.
Take me to sweeter dreams, take me to fantasy,
Just take me far away.

LALALALALA.

And that picture book, I used to love so much,
It's burning, vanishing into the dust.

You and Beautiful World

This world can be so beautiful,
And oh-so perfect, too.
As the clock begins to tick and turn,
I stand and wait for you.
As time drags on the world grows dim,
the colors start to fade.
They drip and start to ruin
the canvas that we've made,
It's fading away...
Save me...

I desperately, want to tell you anyway!
I know it's pathetic,
You know what? Forget it.
I can't find the words to say.

Even though,
My heart knows what it means.
I want to push through this,
But I still can't do it,
I mean,
Look at me.
Falling apart,
All over again.


I suppose these words don't matter much,
If I don't do a thing.
I'm going to have to fight this blush,
And finally say something.

I don't need some kind of fantasy,
I just want you to say;
"Everything will be alright, you'll see.
It's okay if you stay."
To be by your side...
That's all I need...


Someone's hope,
Their lack of words,
Discarded love,
Their joys ; their hurts,
Are wrapped and held,
within the arms,
of this whole world,
softly -- gently.


I desperately, want to tell you anyway!
I know it's pathetic,
You know what? Forget it.
I can't find the words to say.

Even though,
My heart knows what it needs.
I want to push through this,
But I still can't do it,
I mean,
Look at me.
Falling!
FALLING!

Vocaloid Mash-Up

Lyrics

Servant Of Evil
I am your servant,
and you are my queen.
I will always protect you,
that is all I am worth.
If you want me to do your evil deeds,
I will gladly become,
hated by this earth.

Hello Again
Your words you say to me make me want to reply
But I don't understand... I wonder why
I try to follow what you're speaking of
I hope that you are speaking words of love

WeRRa Svey Jhno Jhno
WeRRa Svey Jhno Mrrau
WeRRa Svey Jhno Jhno
ShwnyTtRRew

Regret Message
And it drifts away, the small bottle of glass.
It's filled with a wish, and a small regret.
And if goes beyond, the horizon.
Quietly, floating away.
Kokoro
I am just a robot that was made, by a very lonely scientist.
My creation was a miracle, of science.
But inside me, there's a missing part.
Something that you can't simply create.
It is software humans call a heart.
In a program...?

Butterfly On Your Right Shoulder
Saw a butterfly sitting on your right shoulder
as I kissed you in the very corner of the room
I learned how it feels to experience true pain
The piano's sound rebounds, in my head they spin round..
Ohh~

Ai O

Ai wo ~ Give me love.
Ai wo ~ Show it to me.
Ai wo~ Darling, please.
Ai wo... No Ai Wo.

Fire Flower

If the world suddenly stopped turning, and existence came to a halt,
I would leave it all; give up everything so we could be together.

Like a fire flower in the sky,
I'll shine and fly real high,
I'll try my best shine, and try my best to stand out.
I'm glad I didn't fall in love with you from the start.
Is what I told myself, not being true to my heart.

Servant Of Evil
I am your servant,
and you are my queen.
I will always protect you,
that is all I am worth.
If you want me to do your evil deeds,
I will gladly become,
hated by this earth.

I am your princess,
and you are my prince.
I will always be near,
if you need me I'm here.
If you want me to do your evil deeds,
I will happily become, hated my dear.

Matryoshka (English)

Thinking too much about that message today,
Hoping it will reach you, but who can say.
I guess I've always been this way,
A broken up, crazy, Matryoshka!

Thinking too much about that package today,
Should be here at four, though time slipped away.
Don't say a word, don't make a sound.
But someday the world, will turn upside down!

Ah, I'm breaking...
Throw out all my pain and all the memories!
Ah, but I'm curious...
What's been breaking me?

Well maybe,
If you want to, dance a bit more.
Kalinka? Malinka? Just play the damn chord!
Drowning all of this sick feeling.
Secrets, promises, please tell me everything.

It's loud and clear, 52 and 4.
Freud? Keloid? Play the keys some more.
Laugh and smile at all of this pain.
Dance, ignore the lurking insanity.

Clap your hands, like the song plays for you.
Listen to the beat, and drown in the tune.
Honestly, I couldn't care what you say.
All the warmth in the world just melts away!

Ahh, I'm breaking.
Make sure that I'm standing up now to see,
Ahh, with your warm hands,
Capture all of me...

Um, maybe...
You might listen, listen to me?
Kalinka? Malinka? Just kiss my cheek.
I'm so sorry, I've lost control.
What, should I do? What should I know?

Pain and hurt, but I just can't cry.
Parade? Marade? Clap until you die
Wait, you called out, called out for me.
Please, before it's too late, for you and me...

Down with this madness?
Just break into this!
Open my eyes and,
I'm still a crazy Matryoshka!


If you want to, dance a bit more.
Kalinka? Malinka? Just play the damn chord!
Drowning all of these sick feelings.
Secrets, promises, please tell me everything.

Everything...

It's loud and clear, just 52 and 4.
Freud? Keloid? Play the keys some more.
Laugh and smile at all of this pain.
Dance, ignore the lurking insanity.

Apples

Chorus
Gonna go to the kitchen,
Gotta get a little somethin’,
Now I know you ain’t baffled,
Gonna get my apples, apples, apples, apples

Gonna go to the kitchen,
Gotta get my fix in,
Maybe with some crackers
I’ma get my
(apples, apples, apples, apples)

V1

Now you know what I want,
So give me what you got.
Do you wanna get hot?
I’ma show you everything,
Gonna take you to my spo-o-ot

Do you know what I mean?
Red, Yellow or Green
Boy, you know what I do,
If you wanna be with me,
Gotta have my favorite fruit


Bridge
‘Cuz I am not gonna waste my time,
If you want me,
Then boy,
Better get in line

Ohh,

I do not eat any food,
If you really need this now,
I’ma show you what to do…

Chorus
Gonna go to the kitchen,
Gotta get a little somethin’,
Now I know you ain’t baffled,
Gotta get my apples, apples, apples, apples

Gonna go to the kitchen,
Gotta get my fix in,
Maybe with some crackers
I’ma get my apples, apples, apples, apples.

Rap part
Electrode, Diglett, Nidoran, Mankey.
Venusaur, Rattata, Fearow, Pidgey.
Seaking, Jolteon, Dragonite, Gastly.
Ponyta, Vaporeon, Polywrath, Butterfree!
Venomoth, Poliwag, Nidorino, Golduck.
Ivysaur, Grimer, Victreebell, Moltres.
Nidoking, Farfetch'd, Abra, Jigglypuff.
Kingler, Rhydon, Clefable, Wigglytuff.


Bridge
‘Cuz I am not gonna waste my time,
If you want me,
Then boy,
Better get in line

Ohh,

I do not eat any food,
If you really need this now,
I’ma show you what to do…


Chorus
Gonna go to the kitchen,
Gotta get a little somethin’,
Now I know you ain’t baffled,
Gotta get my (apples, apples, apples, apples)

Gonna go to the kitchen,
Gotta get my fix in,
Maybe with some crackers
I’ma get my (apples, apples, apples, apples)

Burger-King Guy

V1
I was coming from the mall one day,
I was freakin’ hungry, and had to get something to eat.
So I thought about Jack in the Box, or maybe Arby’s or maybe MC-y D’s
For some reason, those sounded gross
So I had to propose another idea for me.
And then I had the most epic thought,
How about I go down the street to Burger King?
Wanted me a Whopper,
So I went to the counter,
Was about to order,
Then I had an encounter.
He was about 6’2”,
Amazing eyes of blue,
I didn’t know what to do.
I felt speechless, didn’t have a clue,
and then I realized,
his pants were way down to his shoes.
Chorus
What the hell is your problem?
You didn’t learn from your momma?
Don’t even give me your number,
Because I ain’t gonna call ya.
No I’m not gonna dial,
You dress yourself like a child.
You people make me suicidal,
Have you never seen, American Idol?
V1
So he ran off to the bathroom,
He was even crying,
And I felt like dying.
Because some little girl was staring,
And her dad was wearing,
Pants that sagged and an earring.

Then an officer put his badge on,
He asked, “Where do get off?”
I asked, “Where do you get on?”
I looked down and realized,
That his pants were halfway down his thighs.

“This is so unattrative.
And your thighs look radioactive.
Oh my God, I hate this.
I bet it’s worse in vegas.”

Chorus
What the hell is your problem?
You didn’t learn from your momma?
Don’t even give me your number,
Because I ain’t gonna call ya.
No I’m not gonna dial,
You dress yourself like a child.
You people make me suicidal,
Have you never seen, American Idol?
Rap
Pants on the ground,
pants on the ground,
Lookin’ like a fool with your pants on the ground,
with the gold in your mouth,
head turned side-ways,
Pants hit the ground,
Call yourself a cool-cat
Walkin’ downtown with your pants on the ground.
Get it up!
Get it up!
Get it up!

(You look retarded)

“This is so unattrative.
And your thighs look radioactive.
Oh my God, I hate this.
I bet it’s worse in vegas.”
Chorus
What the hell is your problem?
You didn’t learn from your momma?
Don’t even give me your number,
Because I ain’t gonna call ya.
No I’m not gonna dial,
You dress yourself like a child.
You people make me suicidal,
Have you never seen, American Idol?
Have you never seen American Idol?
This is for the bros, who can’t get a hoe, because their pants are down to their toes.

It started back in '08. The chemistry was there...

It started back in '08.
The chemistry was there.
Sparks were flying,
there was love in the air.
Too scared to admit,
Just hopin' it would show.
I wanted it to last,
But I wanted you to know.

The feelings deep inside,
Pulsing through my veins.
My heart stopped beating,
every time you typed my name.

It's funny how it starts,
it's sad how it ends,
Just clutching every second,
just trying to stay friends.

I'm sorry things got lost in the moment,
I'm sorry I was too scared to stay.

But I'm finally working up the courage,
To admit how I felt in those days.

I'm sorry that I've been such a coward,
I'm sorry that I've hidden my heart.

But I'm ready to give it away now,
I'm just trying to find where to start.

→ [akachan dango ha itsumo shiawase no naka de
toshiyori dango ha me wo hosometeru] ←

You're my family.
Someone that can never be replaced.
I love you.
Please, Sumi, don't turn away.
I need you.
You're my everything.
I want you.
Please, Sumi, stay with me.

You're my best friend.
Your smile lights up my world.
You're beautiful.
I wish you were my girl.


I love you.
Please, Sumi, don't turn away.
I need you.



Memories aside,
the time is here and now.

My heart is beating fast,
I can barely make a sound.

I'll hold you close and dear,
I hope you know it's true,

All I really need in this whole wide world is you.

It's you.

Lalalala.

Please Sumi don't turn away.

Hello.

I guess you'll never know just how I feel,
Think I'm obsessed with something that's not real.
I've wasted all this time,
Just hoping you'd be mine.

I haven't seen you since you went away,
And if I had, what would I have to say?


"I'm hoping you're okay,
I wish you would have stayed." ?

[And sometimes, the days past so slow.
Cuz time just goes on, stop and go.]

[[With a heart, I cry.
It feels void, inside.
I can't wait, till you and I collide.]]


Confusion, has become my greatest friend.
The pain you left, probably won't ever end.
It's freezing up again,
The words that can't begin.


[A sometimes, I don't want to try.
Cuz most times, I just wonder why.]

[[I miss you, so much.
Longing for your touch.
I hope you get this message, yours sincere.

Cuz I want you, now.
You just don't know how,
much I'm wishing you were here.]]


The day is done,
and now the night begins.
The loneliness will start settle in.
And here it goes again.
The tears the just won't end.

I hope you miss me,
just like I miss you.
I'm sorry for the things I've put you through.
I just don't know what I'll do,
If I lose you.

Fairytales

Perfection is a myth,
We didn’t know when we were kids,
Dreaming of the world in bliss,
Safe inside innocence.

And love is just a game,
We didn’t know that we were playing,
It was as real to me as you,
Didn’t expect us to lose.

If we could rewind,
I couldn’t say that I would try.
As much as I would like to buy
that we’re still magical.

You’re touch is like a drug,
And I’m addicted,
And now your warmth has turned to cold,
But you’re all that I know.

Bridge
So I’ll just forget,
breathe it in…
Hold me close,
Don’t let go.

Feel the fire,
My desire,
I long for you,
Don’t need the truth.


Let’s run away to Wonderland,
maybe there they’ll understand.
Fly away to Neverland,
Sail the clouds like Peter Pan.
I wanted to believe,
that we had everything.
I wanted to believe,
in fairytales.

P H A N T O M

Struggling, I tried to hide.
But the battle’s raging on inside.
And the stillness, never felt so cold.
And the darkness never felt so alone.


Broken up, my heart beats strong.
Fighting off the pain, to carry on.
And I just don’t want to think about you.
But I know—that’s what I’ll do.
Chorus
I want to trust this.
(I wanted you, to know)
And Ignorance is bliss.
I’m letting you win.
(Why won’t you come home.)
Yeah, I’m taking it in.

Betrayal’s an art,
You’re not who you say you are.
(I thought your words were true)
You’re a phantom.
And you’ve stolen,
my heart.
(I really needed you.)

I can’t even cry no more.
Even though I know, my heart is torn.
And I know I need to open my eyes,
‘Cuz this isn’t right.

Because while you’re running off with her.
I’m the one, who ends up hurt.
Because I can’t stop this fooling around,
‘Cuz I just keep putting myself down.

Tonight

Do you think I can stay?
I just don’t, want to be alone,
I won’t get in your way.
I just don’t, want to go home.
No, please don’t walk away.
Just stay with me tonight.

Don’t let go.

You know you want it too.
Me here safe with you.
I hope you feel it, ooh.
I just want to be here for you.
Just tell me that it feels right,
And stay with me tonight.

Don’t let go.
Don’t let go.

Sometimes the world’s so cold,
It’s so hard to trust, I know.
But if you’re here to hold,
I know I won’t feel so alone.
I’m praying that you’ll stay.
Just stay with me tonight.
Just stay with me tonight.

Don’t let go.

I need you,
Please hear me,
Calling out.

I need you,
Please hear me,
Calling out.

(Stay with me)

Maybe if I Pretend

Even when the sky is cloudy,
My skies are blue.
But only when I catch a moment,
to think of you.
Even when my nights are lonely,
I’ll have company,
But only when I get to see you,
in my dreams.

My world can’t get any better,
If you’re here and stay here forever,
My eyes can’t get any brighter,
If I know, it’s you I desire.

Oh, won’t you stay here, with me?
Keep away this misery?
Oh, will you keep me, to hold?
Tell me things I need to be told.

Even for a moment,
Maybe if I just pretend,
That our time won’t never end,
I’ll be fine.
All the things I wish that we could do,
Maybe if I just pretend that I,
have you.
Even if we were just standing,
Beside the sea,
It’d feel so everlasting,
With you with me.

Even if I were just dancing,
In your embrace,
I’d pray it’d last forever,
to see your face.
My world can’t get any better,
If I’m here and stay there forever,
My eyes can’t get any brighter,
When I know, it’s you I desire.

Even for a second,
Maybe if I just pretend,
That you want this just as bad,
I’ll be fine.
All the things I wish that we could do,
Maybe if I just pretend that I,
have you.
This is coming from my heart,
I wish that you could see.
How much I’ll fall apart.
If you ever leave…
Please don’t leave.
Even for a second,
Maybe if I just pretend,
That you want this just as bad,
I’ll be fine.

All the things I wish that we could do,
Maybe if I just pretend that I’m with you.

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

Seizensetsu

If I seemed to be,
A demon--or a deity,
Then just for a bit,
Let's acknowledge me as such.
Even though,
I know,
Just like you, my blood still flows.
I hear every word,
And can feel every touch.

The smiles from before,
Are present, nevermore.
And your innocence,
Has corrupted to the core,
And if I'm to blame,
For starting up this game,
Then I ask you do the same.


Kill me and hate me,
and cast me from your heart.

Please destroy me completely,
and tear this 'me' apart.

If the words I say decay,
and the redness melts away,
Won't you give me this chance?
Will you please let me fade?

Mask denial for me,
Smile for me.
Kill the cruelty.
No regrets, this way's best,
Pray I finally find peace.

Someone smile at me,
Just a while for me,
Grasp my hand and make it alright.
Kill me in every way,
It will be okay.

Kill me and hate me,
and cast me from your heart.

Please destroy me completely,
and tear this 'me' apart.

Someone smile at me,
Just a while for me,
Grasp my hand and make it alright.
Kill me in every way,
So you'll finally...
Be okay.

Goodbye to Alice

A picture book from childhood spread out under my bed,
Mama and papa didn't know that I had taken it.

Hey there, Usagi-san.
Won't you stop time again?
I want to stay here, a young girl.

A realm of fantasy,
Adventure just for me,
I'm not ready to step outside into the world.

Take be away from here, I want be,
somewhere else--just you and me.
Take me to sweeter dreams, take me to fantasy,
Just take me far away.

Where everything is oh-so magical,
And anything can happen, oh,
I can't wait to sleep,
Oh, I can't wait to dream
of an escape from this reality.

I can take it,
No need to soften the blow.
I am older,
I can keep up with the flow.

Hello, Usagi-san.
How are you recently?
Well, actually, never mind.

I must be off, you see.
The world is calling me.
I'd stick around, but now I haven't got the time.

Just get away from here, I want be,
somewhere else--alone--just me,
I don't have time for dreams,
This is reality.
So please go far-away.

The world is cruel, and magic can't exist,
I'm getting too old for this.
I don't have time to play,
I don't have time to stay,
So goodbye to my sweet childhood.

Apart of me is filling with regret,
Part of me's not ready yet.
Maybe just one more time,
Magic and lullabies can whisk me far from here...

The world is cruel, and magic can't exist,
I'm getting too old for this.
I don't have time to play,
I don't have time to stay,
So goodbye to my sweet childhood

I really wish that you could!

Take me away from here, I want be,
somewhere else--just you and me.
Take me to sweeter dreams, take me to fantasy,
Just take me far away.

LALALALALA.

And that picture book, I used to love so much,
It's burning, vanishing into the dust.

Summer Rain

In the glow of a beautiful sunset,
I waited to see your silhouette.
You were hidden perfectly within this town,
Hues of summer concealed you so well.

As I walked home, the sunset fell away.
The orange sky was replaced by a rainy gray.
There you were, so far from my reach.
I closed my eyes and fought tears, as rain kept falling.

Trying to reach out for you,
Searching, running, after your love.
No matter how close I get,
or how much I want to,
I can't reach you.

Close, and still we're far apart.
Why won't you open your heart?
Emotion builds inside me,
I'm screaming--calling.
Please don't let me lose you in the summer rain.

Captivated by the love I wanted so,
But you only shied away when we got close.
If I tried to take your hand or see your face,
You would only try to look away.

I remember spending time with you,
As we walked home together,
Something was changing.
Clouds coverered the sky, bright and blue,
And as the rainfall started,
Your smile parted.

How could you just disappear?
I can't forget you, it's clear.
My heart swells with desire,
A burning fire I can't extinquish.
Something's changed--I can't repair,
I'll look but won't find you there.

And as the rainclouds fade,
Nothing will remain, of us,
Traces of you will just become memories.

Sunlight pours onto the streets,
Quietly reminding me,
Our time together's over,
You're gone forever,
It's too late for us...

Oh...No...!

How could you just disappear?
I can't forget you, it's clear.

I know I'm being selfish,
But I can't help it,

Please don't leave me.

Something's changed--I can't repair,
I'll look but won't find you there.

Emotion builds inside me,
I'm screaming--calling.

Please don't let me lose you in the summer rain.

I want to stay,
Together please.
Don't leave.

Goodbye.

Why can't I tell you the truth?
Why can't I admit to you?
Everything's so bottled in.
I just want to see you again.

All the dreams that never were,
Are shattered, now that you're with her.
Is it too late to let you know?
I wish I hadn't let you go.

And if we stand,
Face-to-face -- not hand-in-hand.
I'll say goodbye, and realize,  you'll never understand.

To all of the things,
All the wishes, hopes and dreams,
I'll wave goodbye, and realize, those things will never be.

I'll never tell you the truth.
I know I can't confess to you.
The feelings that I'm keeping in,
We'll never have the chance to love, again.